yeah even if we were together for so long, we only barely spoken very lil time (in comparison)

ok >_> im going to miss what we had, however little it may have been

ill send a pm to dw so i guess whenever he gets on

alright -.- when will this be happening?

wel tbh im in a more serious relationship with him right now, so i'd prefer to divorce so im only with him

well how would you like to proceed then? because i dont want you to leave and im not sure if i can even convince you to stay. id rather see you happy elsewhere than unhappy with me, so ill just go with what you want because inconveniencing others makes me feel bad since it seems ive made you wait long enough.

oh and i did yesterday.. and wanted to talk to you about that, but u didnt reply my vm until i was gone, so i didnt get the chance to talk to you about it

well u couldve left a message when u logged on.. i checked ur profile at times and it said u hadnt been on for days.. so i was just waiting to catch you

and it didnt have to be like "im divorcing you ... bye" but like "can we talk, i need to tell you" cuz i did manage to log on a good number of times while i was gone, but i didnt really post much

what a wonderful way to have my day ruined >_>

but id rather you have posted saying that was what you wanted instead of me assuming you were still with me and finding out suddenly and unexpectedly which completely killed any sense of happiness i had because i this was one of the only places i felt like i wasnt JUST a another "friend", even if this is JUST the internet.

i guess since thats what you want, ill go along if thats what you really want, but it really hurts for some reason... maybe its because this was the closest thing to a relationship ive had.

stupid me, just let me know what i need to do...(though im still really sad and feeling jilted)

im going afk for awhile so leave me a message and ill get to it later.