o, but it did. i am not bipolar or anything, but i go through extremes on a daily basis. i guess it is hard for anyone to keep up with it. anyway, after much reasoning and self-hatred, i came to a conclusion: i either need someone with the same level of insanity, or, better yet, someone who can adore and ignore at the same time. thing is, most people out there are not even near what i need. a, don't let me depress you, i was just sharing from years of experience and pondering. :)
by all means, be my guest. i was not asking what you were thinking, but if you were. :D mystery never hurts. :P
both, unfortunately. that concludes in scaring people away. most of the times, they are afraid of me, other times they belittle me. nevertheless, i have learned not to care a long time ago. i am me and no one else. ;)
you are most welcome. apparently, i am the only one who thought of something naughty out of a hug, eh? :P
clingy is good sometimes, but you must know how to create an equilibrium between coldness and warmth. i suck at that, unfortunately.
:)) if i had a penny for every time i heard that... haha. i used it once, it was "i'm never drinking vodka again" and then i never did. i guess my sense of self-preservation won. ;)
do not worry, it will pass, you will see. go ingest something with sugar or coffee, your blood pressure will be up in no time and you won't feel the effects of nicotine anymore.
