[uddy]

because i think that hatefull moment will vanish when we get happy live

[AdamLong]

Why do I continue in life? Excellent question. There's been numerous times were I re-thought myself over. I suppose that during those times I was being an idiot and couldn't think straight. So, really, so long as nothing bad happens I'm fine. I used to ask myself this, but that was before I found someone I really loved. Although I suppose I'm more of controlling slave, but whatever. I enjoy it, for some reason. People are weird, and there's no real reason for it. We make ourselves happier with whatever random materistic items we desire. God, do I know that...Although I guess I shouldn't generalize, people are different. Like how some people actually believe in eternal life. I don't agree with it, but it's fine. Sure, it would be a nice idea, re-birth even would be nice(although the goal of that is to not be re-born because it leads to true happiness and being continually brought back means you've done wrong-it's kind of a negative approach for Buddism when I think about it. It's best to not be known because you'll be the most happy. Perhaps they are right, in a way. It's natural, though, to order others around and present your beliefs, so most people will be in the spotlight at some point. The scale of that spotlight varies however. But I'm rambling on a side point) , simply to re-experience all the joys I've had. But we only have one and only life, and it shouldn't be wasted thinking about death. When it happens, it happens. Dwelling over it, no matter how personal or impersonal, would simply cause more stress and ruin my current life. So, basically, I live my life for me and the ones I love. I don't care if it sounds selfish because quite frankly I won't ever know any of you to have some random person judge my worth, nor would I care.

[uddy]

your thinking is very right................good job for wroting it!!!!!

others in the past have judged me as a worthless person, an idiotic person and etc.........
i have passed very worst moment with others because they hurt me in pride and in others parts of my body.....................and even i passed this damned moment, i think that judge will hurt others and this will return to the person who judge others.................
i think that judging isn't right because if the other/s that are involved discover this, the life of that person could be ruined.................

Exuse me if this post is a stupid exlamation of my thinking
this thing that has happened has ruined my pride and my self controll.......... exuse me for what i have posted in the others thread, would you please pardon me?
thanks
and i am really sorry for wath happened before...............

[JL95]

Pain and suffering is what makes life enjoyable. Without these, we will never enjoy the true meaning of the peace that appears in life. :P

[The Messenger]

cuz im not finished living yet

[daniel2]

Because I make my girl happy.

[21_Days]

I got a long story as to why I continue to live, but to make it shorter..
I was very very sick for 3 years straight, non stop pain.. I secluded myself from everyone and everything.. But one person was always there for me, and I love them so much for it.. And after having a surgery to fix what was wrong, and 2 years later, they are still for me.. So.. My reason to continue living? For my friend.. My love.. For if I was to give up now, would be the most selfish thing, taking that time she was there for me and putting it to waste.. For I am forever in debt for what she's done for me and I will go on until, and after I have had a chance to repay her for what she has done for me, and let her know how much I love and thank her for how she's helped me. And for that, would take an infinite of lifetimes to do..

And yes that is the REALLY short version of it..

[daniel2]

Originally Posted by 21_Days

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Thats so sweet... almost like a fairytale...

[uddy]

fairy tale ore not is a reason to continue in live, i will continue living because at this moment in my schedule isn't programmed to kill myself

[tvesrb]

Originally Posted by 21_Days

I got a long story as to why I continue to live, but to make it shorter..
I was very very sick for 3 years straight, non stop pain.. I secluded myself from everyone and everything.. But one person was always there for me, and I love them so much for it.. And after having a surgery to fix what was wrong, and 2 years later, they are still for me.. So.. My reason to continue living? For my friend.. My love.. For if I was to give up now, would be the most selfish thing, taking that time she was there for me and putting it to waste.. For I am forever in debt for what she's done for me and I will go on until, and after I have had a chance to repay her for what she has done for me, and let her know how much I love and thank her for how she's helped me. And for that, would take an infinite of lifetimes to do..

And yes that is the REALLY short version of it..

wow, thats inspiring